Sticks&Stones may break your bones.

but words could make her starve herself to death....


Hey guys:)
morning, it sticks&bones, i have cheer camp in a couple of hours, so i am kind of in a rush. The last month and a half i have been suffering from a really bad b/p cycle.... finally i got back on track. thank god. well I wanted to share a few of my poems with you! Hope you enjoy:)

p.s. i will be posting later after camp:)



If Only


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If only, if only you knew the true me
My disgusting soul that you can not see
If only, if only you knew the true me
How I feel, the pain and agony
If only i could grow to love my reflection
But because of my fucked up brain
i can only seek perfection
If only, if only you knew the true me
If only you saw my suffering
If only, if only
you cared enough,
to stop this endless torture
before i self destruct
if only, if only you weren't to late
now this monster has sealed my fate
if only, if only i could rest in peace
but this devil, ana, is forever with me.



Blind, Without Sight



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how can you be so oblivious
blind, without sight
how can you not see my constant fight
when you offer me food
do i not turn it down
when you ask me my calorie count
do i not make a sound
how can you be so oblivious
blind, without sight
how can you sleep at night
knowing somethings not right
do you care
honestly, do you care
because soon there will be nothing there
i will have vanished into thin air
thin the word it means so much
its an unrealistic goal,
but you wouldnt know
how can you be so oblivious
blind, without sight
tongiht is my last night
you will never see me again
because you were so oblivious
my life has come to an end
i wish you werent so oblivious
blind, without sight
but its time to go now
nighty night.


kay thats it for now,
Sticks'N'Bones