Sticks&Stones may break your bones.

but words could make her starve herself to death.

Hey guys its Stick'N'Bones..... well its finally time. I dont want you guys to call me by my username anymore, so I decided that I am going to give myself a name that you can call me, its not my real name, but its my favorite name... Pehytenn, or Peh. Well today has not been the best, I binged, it wasnt as horrible as previous binges but it was still pretty bad. I had cheer practice wednesday and thursday so i was really to busy to post. I am going to jump all over the place when i type, because im not a writer, thats not what i do. Anyways, today my period came 10 days early, i really wasnt expecting that. Over the last few months my periods have been very random. I need to start restricting again, or i am going to have a terrible melt down. I guess its time that you got to know the real me eh? Okay well i am not as happy as I seem. I have attempted to commit suicide, but i just couldnt go through with it, i would be hurting more the myself, not to mention what it would've done on my mothers pocketbook! I self harm, i dont cut my wrists because i cant risk anyone seeing it, so i cut my belly and thighs. I weigh myself 5+ times a day, so im an obsessive scale-o-holic, and i get scale with draw if i dont weight every few hours. I bite my lips so much that i think if i were to actually die, it would be from and extreme amount of blood loss, from my lips, lol. I also like to watch shows on eating disorders and weightloss, i will put a link down there sp you can watch my favorite supersize vs. superskinny. I also play stupid games so i can distract my self from the pain, i will put some of those down there too! Well Im getting tired.
Love Always
Pehytenn

p.s. i will be posting links like this atleast once a week.


Supersize vs. Superskinny- char and heather

(you have to be 18 years or older to watch)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6bmzNvxDLE&has_verified=1 (part 1)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7SRrzjuksjk&feature=related (part 2)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lehf8Rq-ECU&feature=related (part 3)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REfi_JshRv0&feature=related (part 4)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZteGZSqiqY&feature=related (part 5)


love pehytenn